It's not as though I need to be the best at anything, and I still don't feel like I should subscribe to someone else's standard for how good I should be. Grades, expectations, and promotions aren't what I'm looking for, it's a sense of inner betterment which is what I feel as though I should look for. It seems like so much of society is based on impressing somebody else; get good grades in high school so you can get into a good college, build other peoples expectations so they will think better of you, work hard so you can impress your boss to get that promotion.
The more I think about it, the less respect I have for those who devote their lives to this kind of "make them happy" mentality. They all seem to think that sucking up to the right person will make them better, but in reality all they accomplish is making the person above them feel a little more self-righteous. It's ridiculous. I think we should all live on our own terms, not on the terms that have been given to us.
Gods dammit am I turning into Thoreau?
Peace out bitches.